I am tired of hoping

Day in and day out 
I hoped you were right,
I held on to your thoughts
With all my might

But now I can’t do so anymore,
Caged in my hopes , its not me
I tried to believe whatever it was…
But now its time I wanna be free

I hate the world with your eyes
I hate this game of dilemmas..
I can just settle to be me
None of daily dramas..

I no more think of it
No more of what it was..
Cuz now it no longer holds me
Its all to buried in the past..